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Monday, August 16, 2004
Im feelin fucked up still. Was damn pissed off all of a sudden out of no reason in the evening & i culd sense waves of anger within. The air is stale n stuffy wid hazy smokes in the residence. My brain seems clouded n suppressed..it hurts. Wanna scream my lungs out as wat the vocals of metal bands do, n shed tears of pain that torments my soul. Arg.
Stayed home the whole day n the dullness was overwhelming. Cant tolerate it ani longer..
Music appears to b my best pal; great remedy for the moment.
Didn go out to queensway as Peiye gotta work n thus inducing me to this pathetic state.
Piss Off Muh'Fucker
Degrade me by calling me names
According to you I am nothing
I know that you're not better than me
So piss off and get out of my face
8/16/2004 10:51:00 PM