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Thursday, September 16, 2004
Oh my gawd. Beverly is in fer the nxt round! wo0ho0!
Tak sia2 aku support Beverly.
U go gal!
Primer 3 was officailly given out dis wk. We are supposed to play space within "nine squares" (27cubes with dimensions given) to create a new ambience related to the show "Animatrix" which we'll b watchin tmr.
Oh. It seems so tuff i m really afraid to face the days fer the nxt 6wks. Haizz.
HOW?!
ok
relax.
maintain ye beb.
Arrgh. Im not in the bestest mood today. It seems as though i've stepped n fell into an abyss of melancholy. Im still bittered. CADP has not realli been an interest to me ever since it was introduced. Whats more to the fact tt, the lecturer CHandraShekar, realliX3 sucks big tyme.
His lessons are easy to go astray n out of focus, till i cant get wat he's trying to say.
Den at ard 4plus, he told tt he was ending soon..but crapz. He instructed us to do a copy of a shape on display.
At 1st, i thot my work was right in its shape. Unfortunately, it wasnt. Haiz i was stuck n so frustrated. Others were beginning to end, n ready to go home sia..n me, practically struggling n no one gives a shit about it. I badly wanted help, but not frm dat stoopid chandra.
one by one, my frens abandoned me sia, rushing to go home i guess. But somehow, i dunno y i felt so betrayed..They shuld no better tt i needed assistance.
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Dat perked me off to reality
n marked Durriyah's quote :
"Jgn harapkan orang, karena sumer orang tak boleh harap."
yarr i guess i'll learn to stand on my own now.
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In the end, i called Jacqueline, n she became my rescuer. I realise she is helpful n kindhearted..so bad of me to call her 'peanut'. Yeah ThanQ so much!
Sadly, i walked off to Dover stn alone. *sad*
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